“In My Flesh Shall I See God”
“In My Flesh Shall I See God”
-
Jagannath
Chatterjee, Bhubaneswar
My
search for God had begun in early childhood. My mother had narrated to me the
story of a boy who was afraid of crossing a forest on the way to school. He was
advised to call upon Narayana to accompany him. The innocent boy used to call
out the name of Narayana upon entering the forest and indeed the Lord used to
emerge from the trees and lead him safely through the woods. This story had a
huge impact on me and it also convinced me that God was a living presence.
Later I read literature that narrated the tale of the Kalki Avatar. I also read
the works of a 15th century Vaishnav Saint called Achyutananda, a
close companion of Sri Chaitanya at Puri, who predicted that the Lord would
take birth in Odisha.
My
life has never been easy. I have always felt detached from the world and found
it extremely difficult to adjust with the materialistic civilization that was
growing all around me that I recognized to be the signs of the Kali Yuga. I did
not have much interest in the education I received in schools and colleges as I
lacked the ambition to build a career. I used to read books on my own and found
great solace in spiritual literature. I took initiation in the Ramakrishna Math
of Bhubaneswar in the year 1990 and devoted myself to the Mantra I received
from my Guruji. However my search for God in the flesh continued as I visited
the places hinted at by Swami Achyutananda and also visited other holy places,
temples and ashrams searching for the face that would stand out.
Due
to my health crisis which occurred due to medical negligence I was in so much
pain that I often thought about taking my life. At such times whenever I opened
any spiritual text there would be clear instructions that I had to continue despite
my miserable condition. I mentally agreed to tolerate my unbearable suffering
under the condition that I would have a glimpse of the Lord when he blessed the
earth with His presence. I would imagine the scene of the Lord travelling with
His devotees with me offering my pranam from a distance. That was all that I
longed for. During this time I consulted an astrologer to know when my
suffering would end. He told me that I would continue to suffer all my life.
However he asked me to be patient as my horoscope showed that I would have the
darshan of Lord Shiva who would graciously guide me on my path. I used to
ponder that if this was true why was I suffering so much and why were there so
many imperfections and limitations within me?
I
carry out a campaign against the powerful empire of modern medicine which
attracted the attention of Biranchi Patel. One day I received a call from him
that I should seek both blessings and protection from the Lord Himself who had
taken birth at Mayurbhanj district of Odisha. With great anxiety I visited his
house at night while returning from my office. Biranchi bhai gave me a glass of
milk and ripe bananas and asked me to wait as he loaded a CD into my laptop. He
wanted to show me a video prior to showing a video of the Lord. I would have
nothing of it and wanted to see the Lord immediately. When my eyes fell upon
His gracious form I instantly realized that my search was over.
There
came upon me an intense desire to have His darshan. I heard all about him from
Biranchi bhai and Gobinda bhai and my restlessness increased further. I started
calling up Chittesh bhai and Revered Arunji to know when I could have His
darshan. They asked me to be patient and said I could meet him only ‘when the
time came’. I clearly did not have that patience. Unexpectedly one day I
received a call from Chittesh bhai that Bhagawan would be visiting Bhubaneswar
for His passport. I was overjoyed. This was June 2012.
When
the day came I visited Biranchi bhai’s house early in the morning. Chittesh
bhai, his brother Chinmay and his aunt were also present. They treated me as if
I was a part of their family. Chittesh bhai went to receive Bhagawan at the
Airport and then checked Him into the hotel where He was to stay. Then he
returned to the house to pack His lunch that was being cooked by his aunt. He
and Biranchi bhai carried the lunch in the taxi while I followed with my scooty.
I was so restless to meet the Lord that I travelled at a breakneck speed
risking my life and limbs. I reached the hotel and waited in the lobby. After
about an hour Chittesh bhai came down the stairs and said that Bhagawan was
having His lunch. He seemed a little worried and told me that he was not very
sure that Bhagawan would consent to a new person visiting Him. I was not
worried because I had made my resolve to gatecrash into His room come what may.
Very soon despite Chittesh bhai’s anxiety I entered Bhagawan’s room along with
Biranchi bhai.
Bhagawan
did not notice me but I was overwhelmed by His presence. Here was my Lord
sitting before me! I just dropped into a chair and stared intently at Him. For
sometime Bhagawan talked to Biranchi bhai then His gaze fell on me. He turned
inquiringly to Chittesh bhai who introduced me. I fell on my knees to pay Him
my respect. Bhagawan asked me not to kneel on the floor and sit in the chair.
He listened intently as I told a few facts about myself. Even as I was speaking
He relaxed and I realized He had accepted me. His eyes became merciful and I
felt as if I have been sitting before Him all my life.
Very
soon Bhagawan became our ‘friend’. Sitting cross legged on the bed He started
chatting with us. I told him that I did not particularly enjoy being in the
world, that I had no ambitions, seemed to have no purpose in life and that I
always wondered why I was here. He nodded and told me that this was because I
was a very old soul and have been wondering through innumerable lives. When I
informed him about the internal workings of the medical industry and how all
scientific rules were being ignored putting the lives of patients at risk he
seemed troubled. He then started talking about Sanatan Dharma and how India was
the land of the spiritual seekers. The time had come for the earnest to unite
and reclaim the country, he said.
He
started talking about the Mahabharata war which was waged to restore Dharma. As
he became immersed in the discussion his whole appearance seemed to change. It
became very clear to us that he was speaking from the perspective of Lord
Krishna. With blazing eyes and a stern face he narrated how the mighty Arjuna
had cried while performing the very difficult task of killing his own
relatives. “The lad was crying even as he was fighting”, said Bhagawan as if he
was revisiting the scene again. Bhagawan was often slipping into the first
person directly identifying Himself with Lord Krishna.
The
zeal with which he spoke at length amazed us. I somehow got the impression that
probably we were not alone in the hotel room. There were other ethereal beings
for whose sake the Lord was speaking. When He ultimately stopped speaking He
noticed us and became His usual friendly self again. I told him about my
initiation in the Ramakrishna Math and how much I adored Sri Ramakrishna and Ma
Sarada. I faintly remember He said something which indicated why I had to do
so. I told him that I had to concentrate somewhere but He did not seem
satisfied with the answer. I then requested Him not to forget us as many
stalwarts would come to him and the public too would recognize Him as the Supreme.
He smiled a little and said, “How can I forget you all?” I told him about my
difficulties with meditation and how I was not able to enter within and see
God. He smiled and said it was fine. I realized that I had been foolish in
saying so as the Supreme was sitting right before me.
He
then spoke about how He had been to the Ramakrishna Math at Belur and had met
Swami Gahanandaji who was the President at that time. Swamiji had wished Him
all the best, He said. I immediately asked Him whether Gahanandaji, whom I knew
personally, had recognized Him. Bhagawan looked at me with surprise written all
over His face and then suddenly He smiled. That sweet and strange smile was
really divine and I will never forget it all my life.
Biranchi
bhai, Chittesh bhai and Chinmay struggled really hard for Bhagawan’s passport
but there were many obstacles. Bhagawan had to extend His stay at Bhubaneswar.
The next day I had to attend my office and missed out on many important things
that He discussed on that day. In the evening Biranchi bhai requested me to go
to the passport office the next day and talk with the person in-charge. I found
that the entire office was busy granting passports for the Haj pilgrims and
they were not in any mood to listen to us. However I convinced the officer that
our case was very urgent. He asked us to come again after one day with
Bhagawan. That evening Bhagawan wanted to visit a park and we all went to the
Indira Gandhi Park. Bhagawan was very happy and roamed there. I noticed with
great surprise that though people were looking at us, no one was looking at
Bhagawan. I observed this during the entire trip and also when Bhagawan visited
us again in April 2014. It was as if He was keeping Himself hidden.
After
visiting the Park Bhagawan wanted to visit another place. We suggested Udaygiri-Khandagiri
caves at the outskirts of the town and He agreed. He was travelling in a car
with Chittesh bhai. When He saw that I was ready to follow the car with my scooty
he asked Chittesh bhai to instruct me to park the scooty in the stand and travel
in the same car. He was looking at the town as we travelled. When we reached
the caves I told him how the atmosphere had changed over the years. Earlier
many monks used to live here. I used to be a very frequent visitor as I had
read that the Lord would visit the place before visiting Puri. Bhagawan looked
at me and said nothing. He informed us that He had come there earlier also with
His parents.
When
we went inside the compound I told him about rumours that a very big cave
existed within the hill where BrahmaGyani’s meditated. Bhagawan immediately
became interested and asked me if it was true. I said that there existed
tunnels to the interior cave which were still present. He urgently wanted to
see them. Chittesh bhai wanted to know if the meditating monks would know about
His presence. Bhagawan said BhramaGyani’s knew everything. Bhagawan was really
pleased to see the tunnels and inspected them closely. One of them was closed
as children often tried to enter them. Bhagawan then went to the top of the
hill where there was a Yagyan Kund. I told him about an experience when I had
seen a monk drying his loin cloth there. When I looked away and looked back
again he was gone. Bhagawan said there were probably several tunnels and the
monk would have disappeared into one.
We
came to a small temple originally built by a Saint at the bottom of the hill.
It was getting to be dark at that time. We went inside but Bhagawan stayed
outside immersed in His own thoughts. In that ashram we met a person who also
informed us that the Lord was destined to visit the place before He went to
Puri. Bhagawan listened to him. During His first visit also Bhagawan had, along
with His parents, first visited the caves before proceeding to Puri. This time
also He went to Puri the next day. I felt myself extremely fortunate and
marvelled at the thought that I was with Bhagawan the day the predicted event
happened. On the way back Bhagawan bid me goodbye when I got down to collect my
scooty. However I told Him that I was also going back to the hotel to be with
him. Bhagawan agreed.
The
next day I visited the passport office again. The officer told me he was too
busy and asked me to come again the next day. I was in no mood to listen to
him. I told him I would camp there till the passport was issued. I actually did
that. I waited in front of his room. After an hour or two he called me in and
said the passport was ready but Bhagawan Himself had to collect it. I
immediately called Chittesh bhai and informed him. Soon Bhagawan arrived and
the passport was issued. Bhagawan was extremely happy and His eyes showered
blessings upon us.
That
evening too he wanted to go out again. We decided to go to Dhauligiri, the spot
where the Kalinga War was fought and the hill upon which Ashoka stood to
witness the massacre. The sight of innumerable bodies piled up and the flowing
river of blood brought repentance and he embraced Buddhism. On the way I
informed Bhagawan that the road to Puri, on which we were travelling, was being
broadened to a four way highway. I told him about the prediction that soon
after the road was completed the sea would enter Puri and immerse the Jagannath
Temple. I asked him if this would happen. He turned towards me from the front
seat of the car and said, “Everything that is predicted will happen”.
On
reaching the Dhauligiri hills Bhagawan was reluctant to take off His shoes
while visiting the Shanti Stupa. So He entered the temple with His shoes. There
were some photographers with Polaroid cameras and I requested Bhagawan for a
group photograph. He smiled and agreed. This photograph is all that I have of
that visit because my mobile phone was subsequently stolen and I lost videos
and photos of the Lord. The Shanti Stupa had murals depicting the Kalinga War
and Bhagawan was keenly observing them. When He came to the one depicting the
dead soldiers He suddenly became grim and moved to the boundary wall where He
stood for a long time in a meditative mood. I wanted Him to visit the Shiva
temple adjacent to the Shanti Stupa but Bhagawan again did not want to take off
His shoes. The next day Bhagawan left Bhubaneswar. During the visit my mother and
wife were blessed to visit Him and they also cooked for Him and He relished
their dishes. One night our tiffin had reached late and Bhagawan had already
finished His dinner. I was sitting dejected in the lobby. Suddenly Bhagawan
inquired from Chittesh bhai if any food had come for him. When the tiffin was
taken to Him He took a little from that though He was not hungry. When I came
home my wife informed me that she was earnestly praying to Bhagawan to take her
humble offering.
One
day He was sitting in the lobby when I went to the hotel. He asked me to sit
down and I sat in the adjacent sofa after some hesitation. “There is a need for
brave souls to do what is to be done,” He said. “All who come to me think that
their lives will be spared. Is that possible? Many will also have to sacrifice
their lives for the goal.” I understood but felt helpless as I reflected on the
state of my health.
“Everything
in this world is recorded,” he said one night. “All the files are neatly
arranged. One can just dip into them and know both the past and the future.“ I have
a great fondness for reading and I have read a great many books in my lifetime.
One day he indirectly told me that book reading has no value. One has to try
and open the third eye. On another day he told me that Gyani’s are always
scared as they know that all actions have a reaction. Therefore they cannot
participate fully in this world.
Due
to my health conditions I could not travel to Pune for the January 30th
function. I was very sad but I cheered up when Chittesh bhai said Bhagawan had
inquired about me. Very soon I faced an internal turmoil as when I tried to
chant Bhagawan’s name my earlier sanskar prevented me and I ended up chanting
my usual mantra. I also felt extremely guilty that I was ending my association
with the Ramakrishna Math with which I was associated since I was 5 years old.
However despite all these difficulties my devotion towards Bhagawan never
faltered. One night I saw a dream that I was in front of Lord Vishnu with His
four hands holding the Sankha, Chakra, Gada and Padma. I immediately fell at
His feet. Another night I had a dream of Bhagawan in a gathering where Chittesh
bhai was also present. Bhagawan was watching Chittesh bhai who was trying to
make an idol of Lord Ganesha out of clay. Bhagawan was dressed in a peacock
feather coloured chudidar and a tight white payjama. Once I also saw Him
disappear into infinity. I do not know the significance of these dreams.
I
visited Mayurbhanj on February 11 2014 to attend Bhagawan’s birthday
celebrations which was on February 12. I was very happy to have Bhagawan’s
darshan again. My eyes never left Him. Once when He was going out of the house
He turned back to look at me. I felt embarrassed. I was very anxious about how
my health would fare during the visit but the days passed without discomfort. I
was delighted to meet Arunji, Yudhisthir Dada and Bhim Dada along with other
stalwarts. They were extremely kind towards me. Arunji somehow recognized me
before I could know who he was. I was drawn towards Ramoo Dada who took a fancy
upon me and was happy to know that I would stay with him. Ramoo Dada said he
had something to discuss with me.
The
entire event was mind boggling. The devotional songs and performances were
superb. Bhagawan graced the occasion on all days and took great pains to put
all His devotees at ease. Who can forget the huge singing and dancing in the
last day? It was like Gopi’s dancing in the presence of Lord Krishna. I felt
too weak to dance physically but I was dancing mentally. In the first night
Ramoo Dada inquired about me. I told him how my past sanskar was troubling me.
He said it was normal and formally initiated me that night. He said that when
He had informed Bhagawan about my presence He had said “Oh, so he has come!” Ramoo
Dada told me that Bhagawan loved me very dearly. He wanted to know whether I
had requested Bhagawan to know who I was. I told him I was not very interested
to know. Ramoo Dada seemed pleased with the answer. He told me to just enjoy
the grace of Bhagawan without troubling Him with my petty needs and desires. I
have followed his instructions very strictly. We had to return without a
personal darshan of Bhagawan but somehow I felt internally full and I was not
much affected. I was also very happy to have darshan of Anjana Ma, Bishnupriya
and Siddhartha.
In
2014 I visited Mayurbhanj again to attend the birthday of Bishnupriya. I was
very happy that He granted me strength for the journey. Bhagawan treated us
like His children. We enjoyed the afternoon gatherings below the Mango tree in
the courtyard. I don’t remember what He talked about as I was always overawed
by His presence. I had come to realize that He was the Supreme under whose
instructions Avatars descended upon earth. He was Mahakal. It was His immense
grace that inconsequential people like me have been blessed by His grace and
companionship. I remember that during a discussion I informed Him that the
general people of Bhubaneswar were not very responsive to our message. They
were already devotees of various sects and seemed satisfied with that. People
wanted a God who would protect their lives, health, wealth and family members
and did not seem interested for the Supreme. Bhagawan nodded and told me that
the general population would behave like that. They would need material
benefits that would be provided to them at a later date.
In
April 2014 I suddenly received the news that Bhagawan would visit Bhubaneswar
with Anjana Ma, Bishnupriya and Siddharth and stay for four days. Others would
also come in a group from Sundargarh. I was very worried because I was alone in
Bhubaneswar as Biranchi bhai had been transferred to Phulbani. Anyway I started
preparing for the visit. During the visit I distinctly felt that mental suggestions
were coming to me for making all the arrangements and I just acted accordingly.
The
days were highly significant as Bhagawan was in a mood to share a lot with us. I
will only write about a few important things. One night as we gathered around
Him in His room He informed us that we were all His close companions. We were
not aware of our real backgrounds and about our tremendous efforts in our past
lives. He said He had thrown a ring of protection around us. He said for us
there was no mukti or salvation. We would always transmigrate and would be with
Him when He descended on earth. Inwardly I was a little taken aback as faced
with tremendous mental and physical problems and pain I was very anxious to
escape the cycle of birth and death. I also felt myself unnecessary and
purposeless in this world.
“I
do not identify with anything or anybody. I am totally independent. I have no
friends and no relatives. I am beyond dualities. Nothing affects me. I do not
allow anyone to catch me,” He declared. A little shocked I told him that He had
allowed us to recognize Him. “I have not got caught by anybody,” He replied,
“If you can progress by catching me it depends on you. I am not there to catch
anyone’s hand and lead him.” I knew that these were the characteristics of the
Supreme but even then I felt dejected.
When
a gentleman commented that it was his long tapasya over many lives that he
could have a darshan of Bhagawan, the Lord became angry. He said, “Nobody can
reach me through tapasya. How dare someone think like that! I select those who
are my own. Everything is my grace, not anyone’s personal effort.” When a
mother wanted Him to bless her family Bhagawan smiled and said He was ready to
bless everyone but His blessings worked in mysterious ways and may not seem
beneficial on the surface. To another gentleman He said, “You are happy with
your financial income, wife and son. So why should I disturb your peace with my
blessings?” To a young man He said that so long as he would be in the company
of his parents and later of his own family Bhagawan would not be with him. He
asked him if he was ready to leave everything.
He
was very angry with a gentleman because he had heard of Bhagawan for a long
time but had delayed in visiting Him. It seemed to us that this gentleman was a
very close and favourite devotee of Bhagawan but he was not able to lift the
veil of Maya and come close to Him or accept Him wholeheartedly. Even after the
visit the gentleman did not appear serious but was worried about his family
affairs. I prayed to Bhagawan mentally that such a thing should never happen to
me. I have always feared the immense power of Maya and of the tricks she can
play to delude the best of men, God’s and King’s.
At
Puri we witnessed a divine incident. Bhagawan had purchased new slippers and He
stood at a little distance from the sea so that the slippers would not get wet.
For a photograph he had to move a little closer and His feet got wet. He went
back again but the waves reached Him there for a second time. It was the third
time that something very strange happened. We were all standing together but a
conical formation from the sea touched His feet alone without making anyone
else wet. Bhagawan started laughing and then went and stood near the sea. After
some time I informed Bhagawan that the coastal region of Odisha was witnessing
a very violent and advancing sea. Bhagawan said, “More than the sea the land
will show its true colours.” He dragged his feet from the water to the land as
He said this.
At
Udaygiri-Khandagiri Bhagawan revealed that he was from the Highest Realm – the
9th Chakra - where He alone resided. Nobody else could enter that
realm. At Konark we were amused when a salesman pestered Him to try and sell Him
a Chakra!
When
Bhagawan left Bhubaneswar at the end of four days I was thoroughly depressed.
When He left His hotel room I completely surrendered to Him and earnestly requested
Him to come again. I became very emotional and when Bhagawan wanted to know
something at the Airport I did not find the voice to speak and could only nod. After
a few hours the other devotees from Sundargarh also left and I felt totally
lonely in the world. Bhagawan was happy during the stay but the food was often
not to His liking. I begged His forgiveness and Bhagawan consoled me saying
that these things were inevitable and that He was not disturbed. During this
visit my father also had the opportunity to have His darshan.
In
November 2014 I visited Mayurbhanj again to attend Siddharth’s birthday.
Bhagawan clearly stated to us that we should accept Him as Chakradhar and there
was no use seeing Him as either Lord Shiva or Lord Krishna. During the
celebrations spirits warned that we should worship Bhagawan alone and not
anyone else. During Bhagawan’s visit to Bhubaneswar I had inquired whether the
spiritual door would open for those who wanted. At Mayurbhanj Bhagawan told me
indirectly that “Spiritual progress was accompanied by great physical and
mental suffering. The world would heap abuses. Waves of suffering would come
incessantly. If spiritual powers came the body often cannot tolerate them and would
burst. Spiritual progress was very difficult for the human body and mind to
tolerate.” At Bhubaneswar He had also told us that, “After a lot of tests the
souls become ready to handle difficult responsibilities as spirituality
provides them the ability to perform objectively and without bias.” I have
reached a stage where I find it extremely difficult to tolerate any more
suffering. I wondered what more was in store for me.
“I
am not here to solve anyone’s personal problems,” he told a devotee. “The
entire system functions just like a government department. I am the President.
Your applications for help reach my office. My office sends them to the
concerned department. The department sends them to offices near you and then
someone is deputed to solve your problems. Nobody is alone in this world.
Everyone has an invisible attendant. Without this arrangement no one would
survive. The God’s do exist and are like concrete pillars who keep the entire
structure intact. The world is programmed. Everyone gets exactly what is due.
Nobody can pass through the filters that have been set up in various places
unless all criteria are fulfilled.”
“Yes
an age of peace will come,” he said to an inquiring devotee, “but are you ready
for the immense war and destruction that will precede it? Things will become so
difficult that you all will fall at my feet to stop it but nothing can be
done.”
I
have received more from Bhagawan than I have dared to imagine. I had just
prayed for His darshan but He has given me His guidance, love, friendship and
also promised eternal companionship. Even thinking of His grace brings tears to
my eyes. Whenever He sees me He smiles a friendly smile as if He has known me
since ages. What more can a mere mortal like me ask for? All my desires have
been fulfilled at His feet. It is true that I have undergone great suffering in
this life but I can also say proudly, “In my flesh I have seen the Supreme.”
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Who is Mahasambhuti Chakradhar? In the year 1964 a poverty stricken childless couple belonging to the Mahato lineage who lived in the tribal hinterlands of Mayurbhanj district in Odisha had several vivid dreams about a divine personality carrying the divine symbol of Chakra who conveyed the message that he would be born to them as a son. He warned them about troubles involving his birth and assured them they would be protected. Soon enough the fortunate mother became pregnant. Little did she know that the pregnancy would last 12 long years! In a tribal society such events carry gloomy forebodings and the couple faced many problems throughout as many accusations were hurled at them for carrying a "demon". However the Lord appeared to them in various forms and gave them company and solace throughout the ordeal. Some good souls supported them as they too instinctively knew that a great soul was coming to earth. Many people visited the couple traveling from afar to listen to the Leela of the Lord. The doctors of the local PHC were puzzled at the pregnancy and its strange duration as they could not make head or tail out of it. Ultimately on 12th February 1976 a child was born. Around a thousand people had gathered at the PHC for the delivery hoping to have the glimpse of the "demon". They found a normal child, bigger in size but not abnormal in any way. The only thing abnormal was the amount of delivery matter which doctors said was unusual. The couple named the child Chakradhar as that was how the Lord always appeared to them. The Lord spent his days in utter poverty in his childhood and lost both his parents in a very young age. He was brought up by his Uncle and received his schooling in Kolkata where he was looked after by a Bengali couple. People in his vicinity realized his divinity but the boy remained elusive. Much later in the company of Saints he suddenly declared that He was the soul who was born earlier as Shiva and Krishna. Over the years he had a huge following mainly from the states of Maharashtra, Bengal, Kerala, Karnataka and also from foreign lands as people were drawn towards Him. Despite his popularity He always kept a very low profile and lived in seclusion and anonymity. He met leaders from all stages of life simply because, "Later these people should not complain that I came and still did not meet them." He always maintained His life would be short but nobody could reconcile to the event when suddenly at the age of 40 he declared, "My job is done" and passed away after last minute consultations with a group of close devotees. Today He lives in our memories.
Who is Mahasambhuti Chakradhar? In the year 1964 a poverty stricken childless couple belonging to the Mahato lineage who lived in the tribal hinterlands of Mayurbhanj district in Odisha had several vivid dreams about a divine personality carrying the divine symbol of Chakra who conveyed the message that he would be born to them as a son. He warned them about troubles involving his birth and assured them they would be protected. Soon enough the fortunate mother became pregnant. Little did she know that the pregnancy would last 12 long years! In a tribal society such events carry gloomy forebodings and the couple faced many problems throughout as many accusations were hurled at them for carrying a "demon". However the Lord appeared to them in various forms and gave them company and solace throughout the ordeal. Some good souls supported them as they too instinctively knew that a great soul was coming to earth. Many people visited the couple traveling from afar to listen to the Leela of the Lord. The doctors of the local PHC were puzzled at the pregnancy and its strange duration as they could not make head or tail out of it. Ultimately on 12th February 1976 a child was born. Around a thousand people had gathered at the PHC for the delivery hoping to have the glimpse of the "demon". They found a normal child, bigger in size but not abnormal in any way. The only thing abnormal was the amount of delivery matter which doctors said was unusual. The couple named the child Chakradhar as that was how the Lord always appeared to them. The Lord spent his days in utter poverty in his childhood and lost both his parents in a very young age. He was brought up by his Uncle and received his schooling in Kolkata where he was looked after by a Bengali couple. People in his vicinity realized his divinity but the boy remained elusive. Much later in the company of Saints he suddenly declared that He was the soul who was born earlier as Shiva and Krishna. Over the years he had a huge following mainly from the states of Maharashtra, Bengal, Kerala, Karnataka and also from foreign lands as people were drawn towards Him. Despite his popularity He always kept a very low profile and lived in seclusion and anonymity. He met leaders from all stages of life simply because, "Later these people should not complain that I came and still did not meet them." He always maintained His life would be short but nobody could reconcile to the event when suddenly at the age of 40 he declared, "My job is done" and passed away after last minute consultations with a group of close devotees. Today He lives in our memories.
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